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I just have to..
Admit this to anyone, and have family on facebook, so tumblr it is.
I regularly think of ending my life.
But I am not allowed to, because I havent found anyone to take care of my daughter if I did.
I wont let her go to my parents.
So I am ignoring these feelings, and just carrying on.
And a small part of me is just waiting to find the right person to name as a guardian for her. And then I can get it over with.
